You ever look at your other friends pictures at college with their arms around each other and stuff and you think who is that person? they dont know him like I know him. That friend doesnt know anything about anything ( Read more... )

So last night I went to a party and fell down the stairs on my way out. It was pretty funny. The best part was that I was completley sober. It was awesome. Last night was fun. Today is good so far. Breakfast at neubig and a lil snowball action. I have plans to go sledding and a football game today but those plans only exist with me and one other ( Read more... )

So...Im looking around my room and Im getting really sad because I think that all the future plans my roommate and i have made might not happen. I was doing more photoshop tonight and suddenly it hit me. Thats all Ive done for the past week and a half, since I got it. It's really the only thing that interests me and I enjoy and could even have a ( Read more... )

Nighttime makes me sad. I love the night, but everytime I'm alone in my room at night I just feel like shit. I feel lonely and unwanted and that I've never been happy and I never will be happy. I generally don't have this problem during the day ( Read more... )

just kind of...not in the mood to be happy?

making a photoshop collage of ballston spa and the people that made me who i am today.

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im not worth it

Sometimes I feel frozen in time, watching everyone live a life around me

i dont know what i want. my brain keeps making different choices.

So I dont like spending money so I let a friend with "experience" cut my hair. It looks bad.