i hope its a good one. heather and i are going to visit you on friday. i guess heathers house is getting repo'd or something. they got a notice on their door. not good. i need to check on my application at china garden. i need cigarettes. i have no money. fuck. i am reuhhh well i am moving my room around. i want to go finish that. i need a ( Read more... )

teeth feel dentisted. nerves feel shattered. brain feels scattered. me and ashley were talking about that camel toe song the other day. and if anyone on my msn list could find out what its called and download, itd be great if they could send it to me.yes i love it. i think im going to put new pistures on myspace. drive by knifing. me and mel had a ( Read more... )

oioioi. i hate drinking. then falling asleep. on an uncomfortable couch. at stivs house. and brother comes home. well, then we passed out on his parents bed. i am so hungry i want pudding so badly but am too lazy to make it. so andrew i am sorry if you feel that way. every time i breathe in im wheezy. thats how you know you need another smoke. yes ( Read more... )

ohh yay i love the bright eyes. i got a pretty damn good spot to look into his eyes, the few times he would open them. beautiful. you know how sometimes when you see a band live and they dont sound as good? well they were great, sounded just like the recordings. so we got to the door and the guy tells me, "oh no, you have to go upstairs, you have ( Read more... )

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been babies too long. im so tired. and my fucking head hurts from the crying of little ones. hmm well friday i actually got to get drunk, thanks to jesika and that other krystal girl. and so i got to stay the night at jesikas and ashley too, she was drunk we had a good walk home. ashley said she likes my laugh. they are funny people. so yea i slept ( Read more... )

i think im going back to school tomorrow. hopefully. i got my blood drawn this mourning. i slept for like 12 hours last night. it was great. i miss being out of the house, i really hate it here. and i feel like i miss out on everything im not there for. like the potluck and guss coming back. hmm oh well. my godmother susie is here. and im about to ( Read more... )

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ahhh lately things have been really up downish.downdowndown. today i had a horrific experience. no one will believe it. i almost got put in a sykeeatric hopsital, oh man i was crying. well yes. i went to get new drugs and had to talk to this lady, i do not like those ladies at all:( theyre mean. she started talking about Miles, so i cried and she ( Read more... )

oh wow dancing to aqua. hot? no. yes so today i rode the smelly bus to krystals where adam and garrett were looking under krystals car. something wrong withh it. adam insisted i go with them, to the college which sucked because i knew no one there. i love garretts driving though, even though i dont know how to spell his name. and sharing kools with ( Read more... )