the bastard kept my ring. he seriously kept it. it meant a lot. but would be car right?.. he said its my fault that i didnt take it back when he gave it to me, yet... he gave me the tiffany necklace and not the ring.. hmmm. i asked for it back.. he probably gave it to some other girl, he would do that. he sold my camera for christ sake. that would ( Read more... )

so.. hello. haha, im in a good mood, was pretty much all day. actually ive been in a really good mood this whole week, maybe the pills are working. *yay* (still have setbacks, thinking the pills arent working) but ive been pretty good. having fun. catching up lol ( Read more... )

my birthday was last week. it was awesome. i had a great time, bunch of people called me and i was surprised.

the one person who i didnt expect to call did, the one person i wanted to call.. didnt. that really made me mad. i got so upset, he promised me. promises mean nothing to him. it made me realize that he doesnt love me or care for me, i ( Read more... )

got our prom ticket thing today... so we can buy them... i broke down crying.. and i cried even more when i saw that you had to put the information of the person you can bring.. then i thought about him... and i cried even more, walked out of class. its so hard, caught me of gaurd and i didnt see it coming ( Read more... )

i was okay. i dont like it when people ask me about it, i only nod and they stop asking me. i know if i talk about it, ill cry, just like now.. it hurts and its so hard to talk about it. so much pain.

i was fine, then he started talking to me, started off nice, then we went into gangsta talk and say the n word and starts cursing. he knows how much ( Read more... )

i hate today. it sucked completly ( Read more... )

i hate being home alone right now ( Read more... )

i still love you, even if you hate me to death..

i was fine, till he talked to me.. till i put an sad smily because i wanted him to call so i know hes still alive, but no. i should stop caring about him. since he cleary doesnt give 2 shits about me. its sad.. it hurts. i just want to cry. he cared about me, now its like: back the fuck off. i know he doesnt care about me about me. not one bit. but ( Read more... )

i fight the urge to call ( Read more... )