oh my tummy. i am drunk and full of yucky bear. i guess it is ok as far as beer goes, but a keg stand and beer bong later on top of two malibu barbies (kindly renamed something else that i forgot for the anti-pinkists) my tummy feels no good. esp cause i sleep on it. oh my poor tummy. the hindu dot has been activated and i am feeling ok. now to ( Read more... )

perkins here i come?

how could you be so pompous? how could you be so full of yourself? you did this to me, and yet you blame me. it is not my fault, your ignorance has created this divide. i am not mad at you for your ignorance, rather for your assumed superiority. this is your fault and your problem. killing the messenger every time this happens will not cure you. ( Read more... )

i didnt think you could be him
i didnt think you could be that cruel
i had hope and that hope has been extinguished
a devil in sheeps clothing, a murderer behind kind eyes
you let me believe, you let me suffer, you lead me to my grave
i followed your flute and found my mouse trap waiting
i didnt think you could be him
i didnt think you could be ( Read more... )

i have overwhelmingly been noticing that men are unreliable. every single one of them. the more i think about it the more i find examples. its not even 'men' as in the romantic though. im sure hunter the beagle that sleeps on my couch is unreliable too. ill find an example for him, but so far he consistantly just lays there. when i leave and hours ( Read more... )

god, i hate men. why am i so attracted to flakes? damn it! so i just found out that i was dating someone that i didnt know i was dating. now he is mad cause i didnt follow rules that i didnt know existed. damn it! what the hell??!! i am so upset. men suck. ill learn to love vagina someday, well, maybe not, just saying that men frustrate me. baa

im sick. this blows. i have a paper to do that was due yesterday and i feel so much like shit that i cant think. yuck. im not a self medicator so the two doses of day/nyquil is pretty intense for me. i still want to play kingdom hearts though ( Read more... )

i cant sleep. i was so tired earlier, and i am feeling very tired now, but there is just too much going through my head at the moment. i have to dump it all somewhere and lj seemed perfect ( Read more... )

i have noticed a very scary trend and im not ok with it! all of my friends are married w/ babies or soon to be there. even though according to melanie i have been engaged everday of my life since i turned 18 the thought of marriage, babies and that life scares the shit out of me. just seeing all of my friends in umatilla, friends in ny being a ( Read more... )

so more skinny dipping happend the other day, which is cool, but i dont get to show off my cute new swim suit which makes me sad. oh well. i registered for classes today which makes me feel a lot better. i have a lot of very diverse classes including weightlifting, tennis, personal fitness and self defense. maybe ill be forced to be buff my ( Read more... )