people are just fuckers sometimes aren't they? yeah, i agree. people don't understand needing a break or being polite, no, they don't. oh well. fuck em then. :)

so- this is really horrible of me but i have good excuses. i finally have a few minutes to write that i had my baby!! it was almost two weeks ago which is why im so horrible, but life with a baby is just busy busy. she was born on feb. 4th at 6:40 am, with a pretty short labor and easy pushing. it was the most amazing experience of my life thus far ( Read more... )

Well, here I am in January, five weeks from spitting out a baby. All my friends, or past friends anyway, are starting classes this week and for some reason that makes me feel really out of whack. I was just talking to Lisa and it's like I don't even know her or anyone like her anymore. My life is so different from everyone else's, and yeah that's ( Read more... )

I just want something different. Is that so hard to understand? I'm just not sure how smart it is to try to be happy anymore, or to make the best of things. I don't know really what has happened to me because I didn't used to be this meak or quite so indecisive and moody. I know I'm pregnant but geez, how much can you accredit to that. The phone ( Read more... )

Boring day number 1 trillion...I have some potato wedges in the oven for dinner. Yes, dinner, at 10:30. But you can't blame a girl what with getting up at 4:30 can you? I didn't sleep till well after dawn so I guess its not that bad, my times are just different than everyone else's. Surprise. I'm trying to figure out what to do for the rest of the ( Read more... )

So, I'm sitting here alone as usual, even though there are other people around, listening to Something Corporate. I just don't want to be around them anymore. And I'm sick of watching tv, so I've secluded myself into my room. I could complain about a billion things right now, I just don't know where to start. I don't know how my life ended up here ( Read more... )