I wish these feelings would never go away. Yet, Im so afraid to let them surface. Certain parts of my life are just like a dream I never want to wake up from, but then reality hits me hard, and Im left feeling hollow again. I dont know what Im rambling about...

So much is going on...

I just want to give up on everything else but...this...sigh

Im 19 and am failing at life.

What is there more to say?

yeah...

Some of the symptoms of hypoglycemia are:

fatigue
insomnia
mental confusion
nervousness
mood swings
faintness
headaches
depression
phobias
heart palpitations
a craving for sweets
cold hands and feet
forgetfulness
dizziness
blurred vision
inner trembling
outbursts of temper
sudden hunger
allergies
crying spells

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This always happens.

I make everthing so negative and I feel like I dont make ppl happy anymore. This has happend before...and it has ended the same way before. I dont want to be stuck in this stupid cycle, in this stupid LIFE!

I just want to quit everything and go somewhere far away...

I just want to experience happiness. Again.

Sigh...

Somedays I wish I wasnt asian...

And the other days I just wish I didnt exist.

Sigh...

...sigh...

...meow....

bleh. Its sad when you have enough energy to complain about your life on LJ, but you dont have enough to do work for school. yeah. So, Im really quite exhausted after a long weekend, I cant even think straight. Last night, I lost my keys and didnt realize I had lost them until we were about to close the store. I almost had a panic attack ( Read more... )

ugh...the past few days have just been a blur. I hope I can remember what I need to do for my classes because I have a shit load of work due next week. This semester blows...Its a terrible way to start off the semester when you get your period and then you get sick. sigh. I dont want to work this weekend. Tomorrow, I hope I will have enough energy ( Read more... )

I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate HATE HATE HATE HATE being sick. Did I mention how much I hate it? Yeah... its even worse because my dad thinks its just allergies...and I know its def. a cold. Ugh. Why? Why this week? Why?!?!

Sigh...

:(