Im not really sure if anyone will read this but it doesnt matter, il just talk to myself ( Read more... )

I think the interview went good, if an interview can go good when your not what their looking for ? FAIL! well i hope i know soon anyways ( Read more... )

Yesh, im back in the comfort of old livejournal. Back for obv. reasons like im tired of talking to myself. Plus it'd be easier for me to understand stuff if it was written down.

Well Yesterday was my birthday x] It was well good. I went out with my rad mates ben monkey sarah and hannah a.k.a higgy (?) yeah. I gots me a hangover but totally worth it ( Read more... )

i had such a thoroughly shite day yesterday UNTIL i was greeted with the news that my big brothers coming down in may to see me XD AND! GUESS WHAT! HES GOING TO BE MY PROM DATE!! bt seriously ssssh yeh? cause i dnt want anyone to know in case it all falls through. BUT just imagine peoples faces! hahaha. Like yeah she hant got no friends etc o look ( Read more... )

ffs im a twat. wrte a long blog yesterday, forgot to post it and turned the comp off =/ woops

im just waiting for kim to pick me up

some people

*Never Mind Never Mind
Im ok with goodbyes
promise
Im ok with you leaving
Its something you gotta do
Its summit you feel
I know,
I'l never do.*

I wrote that to sum up my lack of feeling. Lack of it. My favourite song atm is Creep by radiohead. Did i say that last time? I DONT CARE IF IT HURTS, I JUST WANA HAVE CONTROL. I WANT A PERFECT BODY, I WANT A ( Read more... )

OMG HOW FUCKING AMAZING WERE GOOD CHARLOTTE LAST NIGHT! I HAVE TO TALK IN CAPS CAUSE IM SO DAMM BLOODY EXCITED! I MEAN I WASNT THAT FAR FROM THEM! THEY WERE THEIR IN THE FLESH! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG AND I MUST SAY HOLD ON WAS THE BEST FOR ME =] IT WAS TOTALLY WORTH CHIPPING OFF THAT BONE IN MY LEG AND THAT FIGHT I GOT INTO ( Read more... )

I found this site called jango and its well good. Its calming me down from my panic attack atm. Its an online radio thing but u choose what u listen to ish ( Read more... )

I take a happy pill every day, and after 3months...im not that happy to be honest. Yeah im not riving around in agony or pulling my hair out cause my heads driving me mad, im just sitting here or there, not doing this or that. Which is, fair enough, a improvement. I should be grateful shouldnt i? Except Ive been waiting for a call for 4weeks now to ( Read more... )

i have completely interupted my line of thought by going on msn. twat.
o god im so bored. the beers not helping, its making me sleepy. sleepy bored.
aha im talking to dan
today im down
tomorrow im going to mind
on friday...
lets hope my mums back at work -.-