o god its only 2 o'clock... what to do, what to do ( Read more... )

IM IN A BACKLESS DRESS ON A PASTEL WARD THATS SHINING. I THINK I WANT YOU STIL BUT THEIR MAY BE PILLS AT WORK-----------

i am relatively pissed of and angry and lonely and down. and its all my fault cause i love him stil but im a fool and cant for the life of me let him go . i mean since when has he liked estelle. since when does lydia or alice not ( Read more... )

im @ my aunties - books back on x 

I dont feel like confronting my fears today. My worst fear came back yesterday and to be honest i dont care on how much i stand to loose im getting as far away from it as possible. So yes, that does mean no book, but everyone needs sanity so its a decent sacrifice...i mean the irony of it!

The only way i get around this is..if i were to confront ( Read more... )

Ive just had a reallyreally good idea for my book. On the launch - just to get the message across of how precious the content is and how its hard for me to let go - im going to tie a ribbon around each book or/and attach a padlock charm thing on it....depends on money costs...I NEED DECENT INTERNET!! I'll see if my auntie will let me use hers?

Well ( Read more... )

Well lydia came round yesterday and we watched high school musical and drank beer. So that made yesterday more bearable. I even did some english work ( Read more... )

Hey ( Read more... )

I think vodka makes me angry.
 i think people who make me sit in a pub while they drink alcohol (and i brought it -.-) whilst
not buying me alchohol is fucking evil

evil people make evil minds

Anyway! - home time!

{guess what} i did the MIND 24hr sportathon for sports relief and i raised £55.75 
{guess what} i got £2058 funding for my book
{guess what} this time last year dan asked me out
{guess what} im 8 stone (at last)
{guess what} i joined a gym
{guess what} i found some decent books - i.e - when i was cool 
{guess what} its Davids birthday and hes back from ( Read more... )

Wouldnt it be nice if i could go buy an ice lolly =]
i could
but i havnt got anyone to warm me up afterwards
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