i found the pub and omg i love my meds, 2bottles and im ( Read more... )

well i finally got a copy of some a7x music, and i cant stop listening to almost easy ( Read more... )

My head hurts ( Read more... )

me saying help didnt help things
me getting worse  made everything worse
me crying for help made you all go away
me saying il be their for you drove you away
me loving you was the worst mistake i ever made
because its too easy to say and think that il make it
because you've all put me through shit and seen me get up again
but im waiting to die
im waiting ( Read more... )

ok, im so in love with that song! =] its soooo uplifting ( Read more... )

i love th fact u can get on lj at college =] anywho lesson time, il talk later but....ballet!!! haha

Well today is mothers day =] 
and my mum liked her flowers and her chocolates and her card - i know, all a bit cleche lol

erm i feel a bit better today but not great, i havent slept great in the past few days
but i guess thats cause i havent been out much and my dreams arent excactly
fun.

I cried a bit too, and i gave in and thought about some stuff - ( Read more... )

im back -- like after a year almost. i would of made another account but itd take to long on this computer and i really cba ( Read more... )

ssssh
tell the kids they let me go last night cus i was ok
that i didnt sign a form
and that they did steal my blood
that i was released
cus there was nothing wrong
tell them that this pain dont mean a thing
im sick because my mind is
tell them this pain dont mean a thing

I never could decide wether i wanted to live or die ( Read more... )