ok this yeat has gone by incredibly fast...3/4ths of the way through i looked back and gathered all the memories that i was making... i still dont have a grasp of it all...i have grown so much, emotionally, physically, mentally... so much has changed... i have made the friends that i know will be together in 10...20...30...40...50 years. the ( Read more... )

omg.... school is almost over and i just feel like there are so many things that i have been waiting to do and havent ever found the right time... and now things are finally working out... and i just wish things worked out earlier....

well this sucks... i feel like there are streams of lies swirling around in the air and yet i dont know which ones are intended to hurt me and where they are all coming from.

you ever get like that???

and there is nothing you can do
except wait for rehersal to be over
so i can call...

update: eric doesnt hate me... he was just kidding around with me...lol...not... well it was april fools ( Read more... )

ok... me and eric are friends... well i thought that we were. I called him yesterday in the hall, he turned around, saw that it was me and was all "go away" whats with that? i didnt do anything that could upset him...i dont think... ok well comment if you know whats going on...

im home from arizona...it is very mountiany there... the moon is amazing, but the air is really thin and dry.

and

high

and tall
and my cousins are ADROABLE ages 5,1,3 awwww so sweet children but my grandma and i didnt get along ever well...to put it nicely

so im leaving for spring break ( Read more... )

hello all, ive decieded something... i im getting really sick of all the drama that goes on... but you know what im also sick of, my mom telling me that its all high school stupid stuff. What she doesn't under stand is that its all real. its about life and death and im in the middle of it. In the middle of secrets, lies, regreat, depression, and ( Read more... )

wow... i really hate it when people just dont like me...no explaination... like they get a bad vibe from me...do i give off a bad vibe?? hmm im sad...

hey everyone, i havent updated in a while... oh well... well i went horse bakc riding on sunday and i am so soar in my legs. ug. anyways... i went to youth court today... it was fun... kinda... well its good community service hours... well i love you, all of my friends... post a comment please and tell me that you love me too!