i love stephanie!!

Well i geuss i will start putting some messages up every once in a while.. im leaving for boise tommorow night, and then im going to New York for the next 6 or so weeks to be with stephanie.. im tired right now and angry/sad.. i dunno i feel all weird inside and i wish time would just stop for a few days so i could catch up.. i feel really alone. ( Read more... )

well it took me alllllll night to get nice and tired *sigh* yay me... well i geuss night ppls... ile be asleep all fucking day as usual...

http://www.geocities.com/zeddicuszolzorander/index.html oh yea i updated my site.. alot and i did more tonight soo yea.. its still not done.. god ppls why u cut? :( i love u steph...

im tired of everyone cutting..and destroying there bodys... everyone that cuts thinks they are fat and ugly.. but they cut and then wish they were preety.. WTF?!?! how will that solve shit! *sigh* forget it.. i kant stop no one.. i kant help anyone... fuck it...FUCK ITTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!

punkygurl2002: grahhh jakey i want u to tuck me in bed ( Read more... )

well me and my mom talked for like a copla hours..and i feel better..we went shoping alllllllllllllllllllllll day yesterday and got lotsa stuff...and foos :P icky.. ummm actually it was a really fun day and i had alot to tell.. but omg im sooo tired right now.. i just woke up..i didnt go to bed till 9:00 umm this morening? lolz and i had to get up ( Read more... )

Fucking yay!! geuss what?!? moms makin me fucking move!! wether i kan pay or not... she says she misses me and im still her son so i have to move!!! fuuuuuuuuuck at the end of the mounth shes making me...so fuck it!! i told her go to hell im not moving then we sat and argued for 20 fucking minutes!!it dosent matter though im not moving!! i have 2 ( Read more... )

ok well my mom came home last night at like 4am so i wont be getting on today...shes buying me lotsa food though steph ;) for freeeee Mwahahaha so now i kan save MORE monay....also i got my cds i ordered FINAALLLLLLLLY ok ima tell what they are just for the hell of it: Sum 41-ALLKILL..,SOAD-TOXiCITY,LINKIN PARK,OZZY-DOWN TO EARTH,KORN-ISSUES,FUEL- ( Read more... )

Im seriously outa food :(