I haven't posted on here in forever. I don't know why, but I just don't have that much to say. It's not that I'm heating up facebook or dedicating myself to a blog and leaving my poor LJ dormant out of spite...I just don't post anything very much ( Read more... )

Last call for Holiday cards! If you want one (and you know you do), email me at burnlikeneon@gmail.com.

I know I'm like never on here anymore, but I'm making my yearly announcement.

If you want a Christmas/Hannukah/Whatnot card from me, email me at burnlikeneon@gmail.com and leave me your address. I'm thinking I'm gonna do these over Thanksgiving email me quick.

Thanks!

i know i dont post on here nearly enough...blah ( Read more... )

I'm 29 years old ( Read more... )

I dont know why I do this to myself. If he doesn't want me, I should move on. I don't even know if I want him, I just want him to want me. He makes me crazy but I thought this time was different. It felt different, but now I'm back to that same feeling of him receding away from me. I want to beat him. I want to let him feel all the pain that ( Read more... )

Apparently, I'm so easy, all you have to do is buy me a Diet Mountain Dew and a pack of gum and I'm all yours for a night of pleasure.

Why can't it just be enough that I hate you now? Why won't you leave it alone? Is it me? Did I give off some signal that I wanted to be your buddy? You're a lying manwhore and I don't like lying manwhores. Please quit trying to be my friend. Thank you and good night.

I had a blackout rage today. Ex asked for movie suggestions, but then let it slip that it was for a date tonight. I nearly had an aneurysm. It's bad enough that he's a tool, but to be such a blatant assholic douchebag? Unneccessary. I think I should slap him.

I think it's a little sad that as over this relationship as I was last week, I'm really weepy about the fact that the break-up seems to be sticking. I think a small shred of me wanted him to change his mind and come crawling back. I would then have done the mature thing and told him that he would have to change so much stuff that I didn't know if ( Read more... )