this is the first time i've logged in to LJ in what can only be described as little decades. According to LJ it's been 70 weeks since i've posted an entry. i'm a university contractor in iraq. i'm dirty and tired. i'm feeling accomplished. i'm waking to small arms. i'm walking around with one contact in. i'm smoking like a chimney. i'm writing ( Read more... )

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i'm in kuwait. it's fuckin hot. holy allah. i've been hanging out in kuait city for four days, there are issues with my visa and country clearance. which is fine and dandy, because kuwait city is immense and westernized and awesome. i was hanging out with stephanie, who took off with an approved visa, and the next day a girl named kat showed up (a ( Read more... )

- i drug ninga upstairs with her telescope and we watched the moon eclipse for an hour. it was cool, especially when the sun rose again on the lunar surface ( Read more... )

my lovely naomi rae and i are hacking away at the future with our machettes of fruitful planning, by way of craig's list and daydreams, where we hope to soon find the ancient ruins of love and cheap rent. not only that, but i'm in agreeable negotiations with one christina fontanos to move to the pacific northwest a year or so from now, together ( Read more... )

hi. i'm listless and down today, big fucking surprise. there are beer bottles to be rinsed out and deposited in the recycling bin in the basement, a bowl of drying salsa, left out over night to congeal and go through the preliminary warming stages of mold growth, and this and that discarded article of clothing, all needing arrangements, all being ( Read more... )

i guess i thought of zombies right before i fell asleep - i'm of the opinion that whatever you're thinking of right before you drift away, no matter what state of hallucinatory drifting you're in, that's what you'll dream about - because there were zombies everywhere. but they looked normal and were horny. i was a teenager again and girls who i ( Read more... )

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It's day two of my ten-day fast. i woke up feeling peculiar and chipper, considering it was ass-thirty and ninga woke me needing a ride to work with a dead jeep. i spent the morning watching Syriana from the bouncing stirrups of the cross trainer, and got off that puppy feeling floaty and sharp. I showered and weighed myself and have lost almost 4 ( Read more... )

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