Here's my little rant for the day:  goose liver.  I got a request to join a group on Facebook for a "Fois Gras Free Madison."  Now at first I believed this to be a joke.  Fois gras, for those of you who don't know, is typically goose or duck liver and is served as a French delicacy (not my particular favorite dish, but its good).  This dish has ( Read more... )

You told me to move on

So I did

I allowed myself to lock up parts of you

To make the tears and the hurt stop

I picked myself up

With face turned toward the sun

I walked forward

Moving on

But now you tell me to come back

Yet I don’t know if I can

You see those pieces that I locked up

I might have forgotten where I put the key

Part of ( Read more... )

Will it always hurt this badly?  I thought that after this many times of getting my heart broken that it would just be easier...but its not.  Its like you had so much hope, faith, and work put into it that it hurts worse.  And some people tell me that maybe all the pain and tears aren't worth it...that it isn't worth it...but it is, trust me.  I'm ( Read more... )

It's 4:00 am and I'm at work writing a poem...not that great since it is 4:00 am, but just what came out : )

You and Memories Of

I sit here while the green digits on the clock scream 4:00 am at me
My phone sits silently, dark, and waiting
While my heart drops, having hoped you would've called
Maybe you're thinking about my laugh
Or my smile, peeking out ( Read more... )

It's that time of year again when things are beginning to look a lot like Christmas around here.  Sadly that means it's also time to be lacking sleep and staying up late to be able to study for finals and try to remember things that I won't care about in a month.  But I also suppose it means I should be writing my Christmas list : )  These are in ( Read more... )

Have you ever noticed how there are some people in this world who allow others to walk all over them?  It is frustrating to sit and watch.  It is frustrating to sit and listen, give advice, and think that they understand this person is walking all over them and then suddenly, the person doing the walking is forgiven.  It's at this point that you ( Read more... )

Everything seemed so perfect and a wonderful a couple of years ago...and now...now everything feels like it is falling apart. In the span of a couple of weeks I have lost a best friend, pissed off another friend (and this pissed off yet another friend in connection), been incredibly self centered, and basically a bitch. In the span of four days I ( Read more... )

Because I have been taking so many notes in classes, this entry is going to look somewhat like my notes (ie: numbered) lol ( Read more... )

So it has been quite awhile since I have last written in here (anyone miss me? lol). I am back in Madison in my new amazing apartment with an awesome roommate : ) Things are slowly getting put away and will hopefully be done very soon! We painted our apartment so that we could get rid of the plain boring white (pictures will be on facebook very ( Read more... )

Wow, I am getting really bad about writing in here. Lol, does anyone even read this anymore? Oh well, it doesn't really matter ( Read more... )