ARGH. I'm getting so frustrated waiting to hear about this internship. Even if I do get it, how the hell am I going to find a place to live on 2 weeks notice? Then if I don't, what in the hell am I going to do this summer? I have no serving experience, I haven't even taken that class that certifies me to serve alcohol and I don't have a car. Plus, ( Read more... )

Fuck, I'm sick. I felt nauseous all week then Friday night I started to get a cold. Why me?? Anyway, I only have two weeks and two days left of school. Whooo. I'm pretty much covered with my work. I need to do my history paper but other than that all I have to do is my exams. I've also got all my classes for next semester chosen. They are, in order ( Read more... )

Sometimes it's just hard to look at people.

Such a bizarre morning ( Read more... )

Nevermind.

snow day + v-day = worst day ever.

So we had a crazy fucking weekend. I fell and bruised my head and it hurts a lot. This is the second time I've fallen badly and either just barely missed my head or hit it and only hurt it a little. I think, in the future, I shall be more careful with my crown.

I suppose we'll all learn our lesson in the end. Anybody know what "fuck you" means? Learn.

Some things are not meant to be dealt with right away. You have your inital reaction: freak-out, cry, drink, etc. Then you you put it away for a while and train yourself to not be able to think about it. Only when you're able to make yourself freely think about other things can you then go back and sort out your hand. Until then, you're wasting ( Read more... )

As much as I try to enjoy down time, I cannot help but being bored out of my mind right now. True, Masterpiece Theatre's rendition of Jane Eyre is satisfying, but I'm still restless. I guess I just exist better when I have a lot to do, even if I am stressed out and all ( Read more... )