my best friend moved to Miami. i havnt talked to her in over a week. she has not returned any of my calls. i can understand, being busy and all but i really need to talk to her. reminds me of this time she went to cuba and i havnt heard from her in 2 weeks. problem is, i CAN contact her. but she is not reponding ( Read more... )

I'm happy. for myself and just not other people. I am completely amazed that i can finally feel this way.

Dad's in the hospital and my mom wants to keep it a secret. i dont understand her sometimes. everything has to be secretive. i only told the two ppl that i trust.

i'm not even allowed to visit him yet. i just want to hug him. i'm trying to be strong.

Jack is in San Diego and its ridiculous how much i miss him. hes not due back until sunday. and i wont see him until monday. I cant wait ( Read more... )

Things have been going great with me. I'm in school, still loving Medical Coding. I have a boyfriend ( we have been dating for two months now) and I'm getting job interviews. So, its been really good for me. I have been waiting for the good stuff to happen. It seemed like i was going to be stuck in that rut forever. I'm actually happy and cant stop ( Read more... )

there is soooo much going on. i don think i can type t all. in short its about:

1. dad
2. bf
3. elo
4. sex
5. dad

dating sopmeone longer then a few weeks so much better. his name is Jack and he's the sweetest guy i have ever met. he takes me out and pays for everything. i can be my crazy self around him and thats probalbly what i like most. things are finally looking up for me.

THANKS LIFE

-days just keep going by so slowly. I just wish i could get a job already. or at least find something to occupy my time ( Read more... )

I keep having these awful dreams. they are so vivid that i wake up thanking god that they werent real. just today i had a dream that i was a jewish child and i was put on this train thing. it almost looked like it could have been a rollercoaster. Anyways, i was told to take off my clothes and i could hear children crying. and then the "ride" ( Read more... )