I am currently in Emerald Isle, North Carolina. I have endured the wrath of Hurricane Charley, and I have survived. We drove through his eye, which was pretty amazing. He was big and mean. Lots of trees and shit were thrown all over the place, I even saw a car in the side of a house. Crazy stuff. In celebration, I received a John Deere T- ( Read more... )

Well, a lot has happened since I turned 20 years old (that was my last entry). Most importantly, I have selected a major, and that major would be Business Management. Never thought I would go that route, but it's far and away the best option for me right now...it never hurts to have a little business sense. I can always go back to school in a ( Read more... )

Well, first birthday present came already: I owe $700 for brake work on my truck. Turns out it saw some heavy slogging action before I bought it and the rear brakes were pretty much rusted in place. Plus I had no rear brake shoes. Not a good thing. I may also have to invest in an undercoating, although I don't know why it doesn't already have a ( Read more... )

Hahaha...today is my birthday. At 11:56am, I will turn 2 decades old. The Yankees won their 8th game in a row early this morning. That was a good way to kick things off. I will return later with a recap of this glorious event, but for now I must enjoy my last hour as a teenager...by watering the grass.

I saw the Punisher last night. That was a cool fuckin movie. I haven't seen a good action flick in awhile, it's nice to get the testosterone flowing every now and then. Right now my skin is peeling off of my body because I got like third degree burns while mowing the lawn. Sometimes I wish that I was a dark skinned person so I could avoid the ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. Yeah. I've decided not to let my fear control my life anymore. I spent the whole day taking my tractor apart piece by piece and reassembling it. I've always wanted to do that. And now I have. I also saw a bunch of people from high school around town: Jason Pritchard, J. Taylor, Adam Slagle, Bill Cilles, Nate Suam, and ( Read more... )

Do you ever get that feeling that a storm is brewing? I feel restless tonight...I'm angry and I don't know why. It feels like something very dark is brewing inside of me. I want to punch somebody in the face. People suck, goddamn it.

I'm really worried about this whole afterlife thing. Is it really real? I don't know. I wish I did. I wish I knew whether I should live it up right now or whether I should anticipate something far greater in the future, and plan for that instead. And I wonder if anything we do here really counts at all. Fuck it. I'm tired and depressed and ( Read more... )