THE KNIFE CARVES THE CUP YOU FILL

think about it for 3 and a half minutes and if you dont get it you can ask me about it. just somehting to chill on for a bit

my throat is getting worse, i think i have bronchitis... ive been really sad the past couple of days and im not entirely sure why... well i mean i guess i do but not really and gah. 4 more days is all i keep thinking. i need to keep my shit together for these 4 days. OH SHIT and chris andrea has the same ed consultant as i do and now im like ( Read more... )

god i dont know what to do with myself,i sound like a man... a monotone she-man as jessica so kindly put it. i hope my throat gets better. on the bright side, i get to leave school early to go to the lacrosse game but i dont have to play YAY! i feel like i havent talked to ben in days and days and i miss him but its ok because i know that he talks ( Read more... )

i dont know whats going on in my head really but there are about a million things flying around at once in my head and im so happy for spring break because i need a break from here. i hope that ill get to see gabe hwile im in boston because i feel like talking to him could make the world of difference, we'll see how it goes. god i miss him. i need ( Read more... )

james is on phase three hahaha i hope he doesnt go on real off form that would make me sad. im really excited for boston. dance on saturday was so much fun... it made me want boys so bad. it made me miss brian but everything makes me miss brian. *sigh* ITS NOT TOO LATE TO APPLY TO NORMAL BOARDING SCHOOL!!!! that makes me so happy its ridiculous. i ( Read more... )

st patricks day st patricks day yaaaaay!!! so today is island wear day for spirit week and ive beat the system because ireland is an island and they cant tell me otherwise and they didnt call it beachwear day. i find out about my lower today im nervous i hope i get it. dom got his phase 3 yesterday. my mom sent me soda bread in the mail! mmmm. ( Read more... )

I had a talk with Rebecca and sam and Jefferson last night during study hall… it went well, we talked again about that damn letter that I wrote to jeff the morning he got sent away, but this time it wasn’t so much about the letter itself which is what I thought the focus was, but about all the shit that goes through my head when I start thinking ( Read more... )

so dr jackson thinks that things are just fine and that i neednt worry about medication. i dont really care either way. im running on coffee. i have spanish homework. damn i meant to have this quote with me to put on here but i forgot it at the dorm. read the tao of pooh. its quality.

so i just met with dr jackson for the first time and it was weird and he said i dont need meds and i dont know if hes right and um i dunno if i told him the whole truth the whole time i mean i told him the truth i think i minimized my anxiety or like how im feeling and how things are going but at the same time hes right in saying that its not ( Read more... )

so im in blue slip ( Read more... )