school was fine, i had my fun. the little kids at view lands were squirts, and pretty awesome. they asked a shit load of questions and we all had our laughs. after that, i went back to school and picked up chui, joey and mike and went to rips house and picked him up. we went back to my house and smoked hookah. some middle eastern tobacco that is ( Read more... )

tonight was the funnest shit!!! colin is a pimp!!! im sooo out of it right now...but whatever. i saw a lot of people i knew and i met a lot of new people. im kinda bummed that carey and carolee didnt show up cause that would have been awesome. colin and i had a "fight"...of smacking eachother...but we called it a tie. we had to walk home and i kept ( Read more... )

i feel like i want to be cold hearted and uncaring, but i cant. it doesnt run i my blood. but how can i be so kind and caring towards the person that hurt me the most? it just doesnt add up. ive been changing lately, well since the past couple weeks, and it feels good. i feel lifted and free and i feel like people pay attention to me more and ( Read more... )

what song would you play at your funeral?

i would play sail away by david gray. its said, makes me cry sometimes and totally explains me. its a hobby that i love with all my heart.

what song would you all have played?

it was splendiferous!!! i saw soo many people there and i was freaking out. maybe thats why its so hard to quit. i think i either knew or talked to 80% of the people there. i saw jenny!!! i havent seen her in a long time. and i made like 10 new friends too. joey and i had a tackling fight, he never actually got me down, which is kinda funny cause i ( Read more... )

if you were a gummy bear, what color would you be?

i would say that i would like to be black...but black candy usually tastes bad and im definutly not black! i think i would be red...its simple, but complex and its pretty and it tastes good.

be happy
be grateful
be proud
be strong

life is confusing. one minute you think everything is all good, then it isnt. life is good to you and then slaps you in the face. is it trying to teach us something or is it just preparing us?

there is no happiness without pain and suffering.

fuck life and all its rules, im just gunna live.

i read nate's entry of the suicide and got me thinking. i know a fair share of people who have died. my mom's best friends oldest son-killed himself, dads best friend's son- killed himself, kid in 6th grade dont remember his name- killed in car accident, watched grandfather die, a couple more of dads friends that i knew when i was little and my ( Read more... )

it was awesome ( Read more... )

man...i feel like a woman, ive been feeling happy then sad then shit then happy and then all over again. shit. i think i need to get a boat and go for a few days with a friend and just chill, sailing around the old puget. maybe with colin and a couple buds. i can't take not being able to go out on my boat, winter sucks! plus theres no snow which is ( Read more... )