Last night in boise and im hanging out with my cat. Fuck you. seriously. im done. i guess this is the way my life will be, im assuming. getting walked all over to hang out with my cat. cool, i suck. no one other than my cat will hang out with me when i probably wont be back for 6 months or more. youre not worth my time. Thanks anyhow.

alright...stoned and bored, and posting. ok...so ive been thinking a lot about what my "dreams" are and where I want to be in 5 or 10 years. What I want in life. Then I started thinking about the things that make me happy and what i stand for...corny i know...but i learned a lot about my self. it was cool. I realized that i have this dream to... ( Read more... )

I realize that at the core of me I dont identify with people well. Its hard for me to see or imagine their pespective and why people make the choices they do, or the things they say. So, I have made some kind of weird coping mechanism for being an only child and lacking the abilities to identify with people. Making connections or relating stories ( Read more... )

I wouldn't want to die soon. I have too much unfinished business, which makes it hard to sleep. No sleep.. till BOSTON. Its all to unclear and left wide open. I feel like im in a heavy fog and the inversion wont lift until January. Maybe longer if I keep on being a pussy about all this shit. Goodnight, and sleep well to you...another sleepless ( Read more... )

so... im back. thanks tim. maybe this will be good for me. I need to start writing down my thought so that I can work through all this ( Read more... )

Its been a long time since ive felt like this... it feels good. But as always... there is that element of akwardness... yep, who would have guessed? Its going to be interesting to see how this plays out, especially since im going back to Boise, my past is there. Ahh another vauge live journal post. It seems nothing has changed.

where is all the fucking livejournal drama? im getting a little board here. seriously people...im tired of this shit! stir something up

Hey... since everyone is trying to make good on old loans... heres a list of what i have ( Read more... )

so... i found a dead crow in our yard today. i called my dad to see if he had killed one this morning... i wouldnt put it past him. he told me that he had not, but asked me, in all his wisdom, to place the bird in a garbage bag and put it in the freezer. and... not to tell my mom. idaho fish and game has taken a toll on my dad. WEST NILE!!!! im now ( Read more... )

I met this guy at work... he had bandages on his arm and I asked him what they were from. HE UNVEILED A 6 INCH TATTOO OF BRUCE LEE. I litterally laughed in his face. He also had the chineese symbol for dragon with his birthday below and bruce lees birthday above...because they are both dragons. I laughed even harder. He still tipped 20%.