I’m baffled. I’m in disbelief. I’m extremely….jealous? Why? I come home from work tonight and I turn on my favorite channel to veg out and relax. Call me a history and discovery channel junky- I don’t care what’s on I’ll watch it, and if neither channel doesn’t have anything I want to see on I’ll turn off the TV. So I’m watching the discovery ( Read more... )

My heart aches for mankind and the hate we all seem to harbor within ourselves. The world is a harsh place, all of us living our own lives, believing that we each have it harder than anyone else and therefore thinking that everyone is out to get us because of it. Racism is a very real problem but it doesn’t need to be. Why do we as a human race ( Read more... )

After a very long and non-prosperous day at work today I didn't feel much like going swimming, but I am also trying really hard to swim 5 miles a week and since I missed Monday already this week I knew I should really go tonight. So I came home, took a quick cat nap, and motivated myself to go swimming. On my walk there all I could think about ( Read more... )

I had my very first runway fashion show last night at club Basque in Hollywood and it was a blast! I got to wear 4 lingerie designs from the new EyeSpy fashion line that were all totally hot! There were 4 other models in the show with me and two male models wearing tight, tight, tight boxer-briefs. All the other girls were very beautiful and we ( Read more... )

Today I filmed a commercial with Snoop Dogg. Sounds pretty cool huh- it sort of was… It was an unpaid gig which they needed extras to play reporters to interview Snoop about the Hip Hop Gaming League- a new idea they are trying to launch in which rappers play each other at Basketball, Football and other sport games on Xbox. The incentive for us ( Read more... )

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Tonight I was invited to go to the LA premiere and special hosted screening of "Neil Young- Heart of Gold." Never having gone to a premiere before I accepted. Not knowing what to expect I wore a formal black evening dress and fancy diamond shoes. Turns out I was waaaaaay over dressed, but no matter, I just put my nice but more casual suede and ( Read more... )

Tonight I realized that in another 2 months or so I will have been at the lodge for a year. Wow. I remember wanting to quit my first day there. I've decided to stay for at least one year- then I will know if I can live on just the new restaurant or not. Plus there is talk of hiring me as a bartender at the lodge if the new one doesn't work out ( Read more... )

My first day serving at the new place all by myself and I think I did very well. The girl who had been training me tried to have me train again today- which would have been day 6- but I wouldn't have it. I stuck up for myself and politely asked the GM if I could wait my own tables today since I felt confident I could do so. He said sure. I made ( Read more... )

The waitressing industry is not easy work. Anyone who's ever worked in food at all knows this. Today was my last day of training at my new job and I must say I have mixed feelings about it. I know that new waitresses are almost always treated like crap by the existing staff as a way to see if they have what it takes. Getting though this faze ( Read more... )