so yeah, had my lingual tonsils and adenoids removed. then got an infection that made me smell like a rotting carcass. spent three days in the hospital getting iv antibiotics. missed some school. got back and got an email saying i couldn't go to class due to my tuition not being paid for. so i missed another day of class. now i'm back and ( Read more... )

it is six in the morning. i woke up a few minutes ago from a strange dream feeling compelled to talk to Chad. i don't know why; but i still think he is one of the sexiest guys i've ever met despite him totally not being my usual "type." he told me the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me and in the process reenforced my distaste of ( Read more... )

so i'm stiiiilll working on Keegan to get her to come down to Hair Plus. i even wrote a resignation letter for her ( Read more... )

i'm depressed. my life is muckish right now. face, school, money, love... all cruddy. i need to work at least 25 hours a week to make my car payment. i'm taking 14 credit hours at king. i'll be in class every morning and afternoon, and work wed, thur, fri, and sat nights. sundays i will sleep because apparently i wont be getting much. by the ( Read more... )

my face is broken out, i have a fever blister, i have belly, i'm hairy as a beast, my stomach hurts, and i wont get to go to Florida with Charlie because his mom got him a plane ticket he can't cash in or cancel and i certainly can't afford to fly. i'm not pleased with my life right now. at least alcohol is reliable ( Read more... )

i just got back from "gym guy"'s. today, was my idea. allow him to kick back and relax while i did my thing. i only wish i had had some handcuffs and a bedpost to lock him to. well, also that he hadn't shaved his chest. fuck metrosexuality and fuck TMJ, my jaw hurts now ( Read more... )

i really wish that the "gym guy" (as he is known to my friends) would come to his senses, come out, and date me. we don't have that much of an emotional relationship... not that there's any relationship, anyway. we just get together from time to time and fuck. well, i told him a while back that i really need something more than just sex. so ( Read more... )

i f*cking hate math so much. hate hate hate. i've eaten a half of a box of pralines tonight. i hate math and my belly hates me.

gimme a break, break me off a piece of that KitKat bar. taking a breather from Old Testament Hell. i wasn't smoking, but i am now. too much, again. mom and David got back from new orleans late last night. i got pralines (which are divine and almost gone!) and some Hurricane drink mix. i smell a party drink. saturday night i went out with ( Read more... )

so rather than having a test on monday like we had been doing, we are having a test in precalculus tomorrow. i need to study. i thought "hey, maybe i can get out of going to work tonight so i can study!" i thought wrong. apparently it is too much to ask for someone to stay two hours longer than they thought they'd have to stay.. especially if ( Read more... )