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this isn't for you, this is for me. i need to say stuff. i could care less if you comment. in fact, don't. i'm trying to break the walls down and let you in.

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i'd rather stay here for the rest of my life ( Read more... )

its not always rainbows and butterflies, its compromise.

goodbye to all of you.
i'm done for a good while.
as if it mattered.
it all means nothing.

dude guys, last night was so fun.
<3

this mornin i woke up
feelin brand new
and i jumped up
feelin my highs a
nd my lows
in my soul
and my goals
just to stop smokin
and stop drinkin
but i've been thinkin
i got my reasons
just to get by,
just to get by.I love how I fell asleep at 7:30 last night, unplanned. I woke up this morning refreshed, but as the day went on I got tired as ( Read more... )

As I was lying in bed last night, I realized that Jamen had my notes that I needed to make copies of for our presentation today in anatomy. I woke up this morning and drove around doing what I normally do. Then, came home and had 15 minutes until I had to leave for the hospital. I typed up my notes from what I remembered. I left the house late and ( Read more... )

today was a pretty good day. i missed a c-section at the hospital by like 5 minutes, but i did get to see little evan that was born. he was the cutest baby i'd ever seen. he had big blue eyes. i wanted to hold him, but i figured it'd b best for me not to ask. in anatomy people brought food and i munched all period. no complaints there. i got a lot ( Read more... )

you made that box for me that one time. and it was really cute. with the ladybug on it. that's when we were friends. and you told me everything ... whether it would piss me off or not, you told the truth. you never signed my yearbook. after all of those days. you don't keep in touch like you said you would either. you've found a new family. one who ( Read more... )

this is for all of you, my friends. whether you are near or far. my version of the senior will, if you may...
( you better hope. )