hey everyone... its my 21st Birthday today... whoo hoo.. right now i am waiting to get together with people and i have no clue whats going on.. but im at my rents house having fun with my baby boy. this is a short entry cause i gotta go home and do a few things before hand. love you all.. ill update later

ok so as usual i suck at updating or staying on top of these things... basically i am horrible at it cause so much has happened lately and i dont have the chance to... plus there is so much i want to say and dont know how to say it.. so it takes me a few months to do so.. that or i dont want to say whats really going on cause if you know me you ( Read more... )

So it has been like forever and a day since i last wrote in this crazy thing... nothing new there, you should all be used to it by now. So much has happened lately.... so i'll start with some major events ( Read more... )

OK so i finally got my computer back thanks to the magical work of phil zenkel!!! he rocks ( Read more... )

how did i get to be this old? this diciplinary? how did it get to be this hard? other people my age are touring the world and partying... they pay little or no attention to the responsibilities around them, they get to go out and have fun. for a long time i thought i did everything right. but i dont know about that anymore, if i did everything ( Read more... )

ok ok, so maybe i forget that i have this thing.... but i have been really busy and really mindless.... i have had too many other issues and such going on to remember my journal.. but somehow i always make it back here to say something or another.... so it was like march when i posted last and easter happened and my riviting spring break happened ( Read more... )

ok so its been a long time once again ( Read more... )

ok so seeing as how i have once again forgotten about this.. i have a wee bit of updating to do ( Read more... )

and it all seems to be fading ( Read more... )