I found more of those crappy quiz things :)


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Yay...some lovely self obsessed pictures of me. I LOOK SO FAT!!! It's revolting....anyway.

( erika is the bestest person in the whole wide world and today she bought twenty new connector pens...she told me to write that )

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Fast went well again today. I had to eat dinner though.....I was around my parents tonight and I really had no choice. Anyway, I threw it up and it was really weird because all that was there was stomach acid....no food. NOTHING!!! Just stomach acid. And of course that burns like hell and tastes absolutely REVOLTING!!! Bleh ( Read more... )

I wrote this in the early hours of this morning....enjoy ( Read more... )

Fast went well today. I haven't eaten or drunk ANYTHING at all....and I feel great. Felt like I was going to pass out in choir....meh! Anyway, I feel so clean and healthy and FUCKING COLD!!! I feel awesome :)

I want to apologise for yesterdays outburst. At the moment, I do love it. My week fast starts today....wish me luck :)

I LOVE BULIMIA!!!

I LOVE MY EATING DISORDER!!!

I'M FUCKED!!!!!

I hate food.
I hate the way it makes me feel.
I hate the way it makes me look.
I hate the way it makes me act.
I HATE THE FUCKING WAY THAT IT CONTROLS MY LIFE!!!

Yet I love the voice.
I love the disease.
I love it all ( Read more... )

Had the concert yesterday. The Monash University 40 Year Gala Concert. Oh joy. It was celebrating the 40 years of the School of Music - Conservatorium at Monash. Oh joy for it. Our performance went really well, of the Gamelan. I was surprised because usually we fuck it up, but we didn't. Everything went perfectly. Don't you love that about ( Read more... )