The problem with being awake, and feeling profound, at 7:30am on a Sunday?  ...is that I have to head to work, and thus don't have time to write down the thoughts, or explore where they lead.

Merry Christmas, everyone!

Mine... is off to a start. Doing a fast round of basic house-cleaning, because my father is on his way down. A pleasant surprise. Noy goona stress too hard about the cleaning... but we do need to be able to sit & eat and stuff. And I have been very much "living like a batchelor".

So... cleaning, and adjusting plans. I can ( Read more... )

I don't want to be awake.

Because being awake is so much shittier than not being awake.

Ferquently, in recent times (_more frequently_ than in the past decade or two, for reference) I find myself wondering "what is the point of my existance".

Happy New Year to all!

Merry Christmas!

Another trip around the sun.

Can't say much about this one, really, without wandering into excessive negativity. Buncha deaths. Buncha non-successes. Buncha bad things happening to friends. Buncha stress.

Not as good, by far, as the preceeding trip around the day star.

I am hoping the next one is much better.

Many thanks, to all, for the birthday good ( Read more... )

In my ramblings and explorations through life, spirituality, and literature, I have come across the following notion a fair number of times:

No one is truly dead as long as one person who knew them in life still remembers them as they were.Most folks reading this will know from where the sentiment springs ( Read more... )

I have texts stored in my phone from from someone who is no longer with us ( Read more... )

Wishing everyone a Merry Solstice!

Also, a happy Hypothetical Mayan Apocalypse.