building tension has nothing but destructive qualities so why do i allow it to happen? i really can't say. sometimes i feel like everyone else has this profound ability to look within and see exactly what they are and exactly why they are who they are. if i had that information i think that i would do nothing but things that push me in a possitive ( Read more... )

Muslims, Christians and Jews are so fucking full of themselves ( Read more... )

it's funny that whenever i say/think/feel soul searching my immediate association is a drastic change; usually negative. i need to change this ( Read more... )

here's my basic breakdown of why i voted for obama. you can take that socialism garbage and shove it up your ass because even if it was based on what you heard obama say or skimming his voting history Not just your mindless regurgitation of CNN broadcasts and Repubs standing around jerking eachother off you would STILL be dumb enough to believe ( Read more... )

so i guess it's time for my (@#&$@(#$* post that comes in no particular interval of time. keep'n it fresh! life is something ( Read more... )

I doubt anyone reads this anymore, just thought i'ld put it out there for everyone. oh yeah, the omen sucked ( Read more... )

i want socialism only because what i'd be giving up i don't even like. rent IS hardcore. news is anything but. socializing seems to have become kind of like ballroom dancing; a very rediculous thing to do. music. everyone seems to have missed out on a very important thing in life; myself included. music music. whatever, things are cool. though i'm ( Read more... )

so i've not done this in some time so here we go. every once in a while i come back and read this damned journal and find that i might've been happier than i am now. but maybe i was just dumb. or less informed in the timeline of things. my mind slips in and out of myself with more frequency these days. pure thoughts are but history. my head is ( Read more... )

certain things come as quite a shock but not to me.
because i can see the future and let me tell you
you don't want to hear.

ashtray beaches where you put out your stick

movereallyfastihearyouscreamingonthetopfloorbigwindowcrashofdeathsowhy'dyouhavetodothatfor

slip on your shoulder vest of blood drenched epitamy

tell me when you're done considering.