so as far as tonight is concerned all my cash is spoken for. those happy plants cost too much but a legalization process in the current united states under god would be nothing but a head ache for those who've become acustomed to parking lot pick ups with shady characters who may or may not have it in for you. cest la vie i suppose. i hear canada's ( Read more... )

i feel like an old man in his dying days desperately searching for some meaning to his existence ( Read more... )

ok well, i've come to figure out that my frequent pot usage as of late is really just...well just not my fault. wait...i know...judge judge judge. done? ok well here's my reasoning. so yesterday as the hours of school slowly trickled by, my mind not even once swaying towards the thought of getting high, ripped, toasted, fucked, sloppy, shit faced, ( Read more... )

traffic school, morning coffee, 9-5, 2.5, 24/7, overdue, weekend warriors, spell check, sunday drive, married sex. fuck...this...shit. fuck. drugs ( Read more... )

there's some strange, unseen aura that has been floating about for days. nearly two weeks. unhappiness ensues and hearts are broken. what sorrow these days have brought, what sorrow. will the world ever lay on the once loved goodness? or are we doomed to live with some undeserved chip on our shoulders ( Read more... )

i wasn't able to come and update durring my MMM! i just plum forgot. what a fuck. anyway, today i start the novel, "Hells Angles" by HST. i've already read alot about it in the Gonzo Letters book i've got. sounds like an interesting romp ( Read more... )

as one might put it, the status of certain things in my life are slowly diminishing. but i don't seem to care and i'm not sure if i even feel bad for not caring in the first place. when you realize that the basis of some others lives revolve around the biggest pile of entertainment shit known as primetime tv, maybe my view on life isn't so fucked ( Read more... )

so this feeling of anxiety has realy become the basis of all my judgements. i think i've really dug myself into an inescapeable hole of sincere greef. i can't seem to finish things. perfection unattained. not even near it. at least she realizes she never really loved me. i'm sure she cared deeply but the ultimate feeling never presented herself. ( Read more... )

"so pleased with ourselves for using so many verbs and nouns ( Read more... )

i feel as though my mind enjoys playing tricks on me ( Read more... )