so.
i havent updated since march.
and what a horrible day for me to pick this journal thing back up.

first of all...quite a bit has changed since march...
i am no longer waiting tables or even working at Phares'.
i am no longer friends with certain individuals.
i am not moving out...not now or anytime soon.

im 20 now.
and i feel old.
i dont do much anymore.
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so...
i started waiting tables this weekend.
YAY!
it's not as bad...
or hard...
as i thought it would be.
and i've got to admit...
the tips...
are pretty fuckin sweet!!!
=D
im really beginning to love my job.
the people are awesome.
and it's just lots of fun.

school has been going okay.
dropped stat b/c it was kicking my ass.
dropped humanities b/c it's a ( Read more... )

well shit...

where the hell have i been?

basically forgetting about this...

and doing other things.

fun things...

for the most part.

more importantly...

new events:

moving out in august.
(hollerrrr)

yep...that's about it.

i love you.

and

goodnight.

=)

christmas was good.

for the most part.

a few changes could have made it better.

but what can ya do?

tonite im suposed to go see black christmas.

and im ready.

so...

lets go.

oh yea...

and...

i love you.

a lot.

<3

all i can say...
is it's been a 
WONDERFUL 
Thanksgiving.
for various reasons.
=D

so much has changed over the past month or two.
i've changed.

and as harsh as it may sound to some people...
i am SO happy right now.
i cant think of i time in my life when i've had this much fun.

i'm getting closer to some people.
i'm making tons of new friends.
and besides ( Read more... )

yea...i dont even know anymore.

i hate how confusing life can get.

i hate making decisions.
i'm famous for making the wrong ones.

i'm scared.
to death.
and my head is such a mess.

things are becoming more and more obvious...
and that too, is scaring me.

no matter what...
it's gonna hurt.
and i dont want it to.

i keep thinking it'll go away...
but it's not.

fuck.

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so...it's homecoming week at the big UL.
how exciting.
or not.
=P

my weekend was pretty good.
friday was abbeville's h/c game.
they lost.
but when do they not?
the band could play a better game of ball.
we also went to Bridget's house.
we ate all their food.
watched aladdin.
and died.

saturday
i went to the Parish Marching Festival.
Abbeville did REALLY well.
i ( Read more... )

the weather is 
absolutely amazing.  
this is why i love 
october.

<3
you make me smile.

so i havent been in the mood to update lately.
sorry.
this past weekend wasnt that great.
for various reasons.   
and this week kinda sucks.
monday and tuesday i didnt feel well...
it was a fever i couldnt sweat out...hah!
so i stayed home. 
it's also abbeville's homecoming.
and my house gets toilet papered every freaking night.
(i miss t/ping)
yesterday ( Read more... )

OH MY FLIPPIN GOD!!!
i just wrote like...the LONGEST entry ever
and the WHOLE thing just...
DELETED!
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!
EFF YOU LIVEJOURNAL!
now i have to start all over!

so fall break is over.
back at school and work.
BOOOOOO!
=(

anyways
let me tell you about my wonderful break.

WednesdayNite:
whitney, marci, holly, and bridget came over to honey's.
we baked a ( Read more... )