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May 02, 2006 04:08

I want to die ( Read more... )

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*me hugging you* rosasmom May 2 2006, 10:55:12 UTC

hon, I know how you feel. Believe me, i do. There have been times when I wish I could just end it all. Depression is a fucked up thing, because it just doesn't make any sense at all. Even things that are supposed to make us happy seem meaningless when we're depressed ( ... )

rosasmom May 2 2006, 10:56:22 UTC

I can't type for shit! LOL

amy_su88 May 2 2006, 13:32:46 UTC

Midnight is very right. Depression makes no sense at all and it's difficult to deal with. And if it's any consolation to you, there are students you've had who really respect you, myself included, who are happy that you're here and that they've been lucky enough to have you for class. We care about you more than you know.

And you should look forward to writing. It's a great activity. What kind are you planning on doing, scholarly stuff or maybe some awesome science fiction? I'd be interested in reading it.

amy_su88 May 2 2006, 16:18:02 UTC

You have been one of my students???

amy_su88 May 2 2006, 17:10:31 UTC

Yeah. This is Katelin from Science Fiction last semester and Rhetoric this semester. :)

white_swan May 3 2006, 04:43:04 UTC

Katelin, your words mean more than you can know.

Iam stuck in a very dark place righ now; I hope you never have to be someplace like this.
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But it is infinitely good to hear that youcare, adn that you learned fromme, adn that I made a difference

Thank you.

fountaingirl May 2 2006, 13:41:13 UTC

I'm so sorry that I am so far away, and that I didn't wish you happy birthday.

Here if/as you need.

forget the gifts, forget the thinking yourself out of it dfleming May 2 2006, 13:41:25 UTC

Can you sign yourself into a hospital? Do you still have insurance? If so, go. Don't fuck around.

Re: forget the gifts, forget the thinking yourself out of it ohiojake May 2 2006, 13:47:22 UTC

amen to that. even if you don't have insurance. just go.

and then come on home

Re: forget the gifts, forget the thinking yourself out of it white_swan May 2 2006, 16:24:15 UTC

I am too scared to go cuz I am movcing in less than a momth and I have heard horror stories where you are in for six months, they won't let you out even if you voluntarily signed in, which I WOULD if I could leave in time for Texas.

Re: forget the gifts, forget the thinking yourself out of it dfleming May 2 2006, 16:31:50 UTC

okay, but

1. you won't be in for six months. you might be in for a few weeks, enough time for them to adjust meds (and you don't have to accept meds)

2. you can move to texas anytime - the important thing is to take care of yourself...no worries about others. your husband is competent, he can move the family to texas, and you can join him when you get well

3. you could sign yourself into a hospital in corpus, so you'll be there already

4. you can find an outpatient program to sign into now

this is serious - emdr is fine, but AT LEAST get a good therapist right away, if you're not willing to sign into a hospital. don't fuck around!

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rainswolf May 2 2006, 13:42:25 UTC

(hugs) Things will get better soon! (Really!)

white_swan May 3 2006, 05:26:54 UTC

thnak you sweetie.