I miss a lot of things. It's easy, in happiness, to forget everything before the exact moment and feeling you're experiencing. And if it weren't for this old journal where I really let out emotions, I likely would have forgotten it all. I'm glad I haven't, but I miss some of it. I miss being able to blame unrequited love for all my woes. I miss the ( Read more... )

Married life is amazing ♥

July 7th is my Independence Day.

See you guys at Christmas!

The last few weeks have been.. a little weird. It feels like I'm living a parallel life that's been waiting on the sidelines, and it knew that this was its last chance to play its hand. I know that doesn't make much sense, and it would take too long to explain it ( Read more... )

It's been eight days and I feel like the shell of who I was ( Read more... )

i have this incredible ability for the tunnel longview. it drives me crazy more times in a day than most people encounter in a year.

forget my last entry, as many before it. all is well.

forever is the one word i've never truly understood. to be faced with forever is among the most terrifying and unexplainable feelings that i know ( Read more... )

it's amazing how one fleeting moment can undo so many wrongs. i saw him today, and he came up to me and said hello. and i looked him right in the eye. i smiled, and he smiled, and we were done. there was nothing else that needed to be said, and all i wanted to do was hug him. i think i will, tonight. and we can start over ( Read more... )

one day of solitude can change so many things.

i'm starting to scare myself. becoming more and more dependent on being wanted, being recognized, being noticed. even by myself.

funny that i write this here when you're the ones i don't want to know.

i don't want to be in school. and that's really, really scary, because in this world, you need to be in school.

but hey! at least i found tiffany again, and we can renew the bff/soul mate thing. awesome. and aaron's having a concert in town this thursday, and we'll be there.

boys will be boys, but alcohol will forever be alcohol.