Yeah the last two posts were made in an emo moment ^ ^;;. I read some stories where people were put in those situations, I have a really bad tendency to project onto characters I read about >Anyway things have been pretty good, really really busy, but good. First thing that happened was a couple months ago my computer broke down, so for a while I ( Read more... )

If you had the option to get whatever you desired, would you take it with the cost of losing yourself? You would lose most of your personality, memories, a part of your consciousness, but in return be the happiest you've ever been? In fact most of your awareness would be focused on just that, the fact that you were blissfully, blissfully happy. ( Read more... )

Please forgive the length of this post/typos/run on sentences/general unorganization. I wrote this all in one sitting and we finally got internet here super late at night. Thanks in advance XD ( Read more... )

Would you give up your mind for your dreams?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nof6mR8vPYU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8zBybdnDQCI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=34kgciQyGbk

I feel so much better! The email thing got resolved, I'm no longer sending money to the phillipines. I also found that taking my teddy bear with me to school is the most amazing thing ever. Never again shall we be seperated! *giggles ( Read more... )

I first want to start this off by saying I'm sorry. I haven't been on lj much and I feel bad for neglecting the friends I have here. It always seems when things get really bad that this is where I turn, and its not fair to keep doing this without being there for others ( Read more... )

A while ago I made a post about a friend of mine that moved to the philippines, and how I had been sending him money to help him out. What you don't know is that my parents found one of the receipts for the money I had been sending and a very awkward confrontation happened. (It happened to start off by my father asking me if I had a sex slave in ( Read more... )

This is just to let everyone know I'm still alive! I have been gone for almost forever hehe. I'm gonna keep this short, I'm not sure whats going to happen with the journal. If anyone really wants ta talk with me just leave a comment and I'll find a way to get into better contact with yas hehe.
P.S.
Lightlion I hafta speak with yas!

Things have been going well, very well in fact. I have been keeping up with school work, deepening relationships with my friends, and pretty much over all enjoying myself! However, I need to get a few things out.

( Wheeee! )