You've always told me to tell you when I'm not happy. Everytime I tried to, however, you just ended up getting mad, telling me that I was wrong for feeling bad about it, making me feel like I had no right to be sad and complain about it or even bring it up.

I'm not too happy right now.

People need love and support. Especially when they're down. If you know anyone who's not feeling too peachy, please, do them a favor and pay attention, listen, spend some time to hear them out. People who're already sad as is won't have enough energy to call out for your help. A friendly reminder.

I've so much to say to you, but it feels like I would never be able to say anything because you would take offense. I wish I could talk to you.

I'm trying to adjust for you. I wish you'd do the same for me.

Wanted to talk to you since it'd be a good 6 days til I get to see or talk to you again.

Everything feels so new today. I'm not sure if that's a good or bad thing.. good, probably.

Vaguely, it feels like a day that I would say 'hey, I think I'll start picking myself up today'. And I think I will. I think I'll start fixing my life today, for the nth time. Is this just a cycle?

"Anything that can go wrong will go wrong ( Read more... )

The airconditioning unit in my room just broke. Great.

I'd just gotten back home from breakfast with Pao and Ijon. Its 11:40 in the morning. We were supposed to meet at 10AM to go to the gym. You're still asleep, apparently from staying up til 3 in the morning when you said you're already off to bed at 1AM ( Read more... )

A lot of things leaves me wondering about this. I know you're hurt, I know I've wronged you, but why can't you find it in your heart to forgive me? I made a mistake, yes, and it was a very bad one at that, but.. do I really deserve this much anger from you ( Read more... )