Much to post/rant/rave/ramble about but most of that much is irrelevant, inappropriate and/or just plain incomprehensible. So there. Post. :P

I finally got sick from all the working and moving around. Last week was particularly hectic, and this coming week seems to want to do the same. I've caught this cold from all that I guess. LOL. It actually started last week when I went diving, I knew that it wasn't my normal sinus problem anymore when I couldn't equalize properly (I can usually ( Read more... )

This is actually an exercise in trust. To whom? To everyone who can read this ( Read more... )

It's kind of pathetic, but for the first time in years, I've gotten through Valentines without a partner and without the wanting for a partner. LOL. Actually. A lot of new things for me this year. I honestly feel, for the first time in a VERY long while, that I'll be fine on my own. I don't really know what's brought that on but ( Read more... )

Alright. I feel bad about it. probably worse that I should be. I don't know if I misunderstood or if you forgot, or maybe I thought it was a plan when it wasn't, but I felt bad about yesterday. I'd tried to be patient because you were always busy, consoled myself with the thought that I'd get to see you on Sunday (yesterday) anyway, but I don't ( Read more... )

Lost, yet again. For those who haven't heard, see the other blog at http://diverdown.wordpress.com/ for an update of recent happenings ( Read more... )

I really can't help but feel bad sometimes that you always seem to be in a rush to go home or go somewhere else whenever we're together. Well actually, I shouldn't be complaining about dinner a while ago cause you were PMS-ing and I'm pretty sure you needed to get home and rest. But the rest of the times. I know I really don't have any right to ( Read more... )

That I am. Enough said. :P


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Ah. I find the need to remind myself to hold on. Its difficult, to say the least. The past couple of days you don't seem to be interested in talking to me or saying anything to me. I've found it really hard to talk to you.. I know it hasn't been a long time, but short lapses like these seem like an eternity to me. Over and over, thoughts play in my ( Read more... )