I had such an amazing day yesterday. I got to spend most of it with my best friend (I’ve known the girl since 7th grade, that’s a solid 21yrs people)! We spent the day garage saleing, which is always a blast. Found some cool shit found some not so cool shit. Thought a taxidermy cat was for sale, but ended up being a real cat, old people are so ( Read more... )

I cannot say it enough, so I’m going to say it again. I am in a good place. Such a good place, I feel so balanced, but I’m definitely back to my crazy, spontaneous, up for anything, nature-loving, music obsessed, chatty-cathy self. It’s been so long since I’ve felt this good. I’m really putting myself out there lately and I have gotten so much ( Read more... )

It’s been a hot minute since I’ve written on here, but here I am. With life there is always the bad, but there is always more good. My husband got some disappointing news on Monday, not sure how it will all impact us 5 months from now but thankfully even though his job let him go (they let go of nearly 70% of the staff in his deptment) the company ( Read more... )

It’s been years since I’ve talked to Michael M. on the phone, but it was if we had just spoken yesterday. I often reminisce about my days in Dallas, spending hours with the people who had become my family away from home. We were all so close, and the dynamic was just like a family as well. We had the ever forgiving older brother who would often ( Read more... )

This week I haven’t done much overtime, my goal was 45hrs over the course of last,this, and next week. Last week I clocked some good hours but this week the weather has just been too beautiful to go in any earlier. If there was a city that remained sunny and 78 degrees, let me pack my bags now! My moods are especially elevated when the winter ( Read more... )

I really love Lorde's music...but her lyrics are vapid and shallow....as are most lyrics to songs these days. Whoever mixed her music though is genius!  There's texture, layers and beauty in the way her voice (which is unique) weaves in and out of the music that is so appealing to me.  I told my husband yesterday that when I listen to just ( Read more... )

“Oh, Hello…I’m Gil Faizan” I will never think there could be a greater opening to a skit. If you are one of the many who is not familiar, it’s from the Nick Kroll Show. That’s how my husband and I answer each other’s calls now. Anyways! It’s now 2:32, my dog woke me at 1:30 and I haven’t been able to go back to bed since. I thought instead of ( Read more... )

I've down this road before but it feels completely different.  Let me just start off with Sunday because things just all seem to make sense after that. Oh and I should feel the need to apologize for grammatical errors going forward, but should any happen to come across this...not sure what the odds are....I'm sorry..lol...I'm really just free ( Read more... )

My thoughts have been washed over in a blanket of nothingness. It's soft, warm, not soothing in any way because I don't want it there.  This is what happens and this is why I stop taking the creamsicles and whatever other sicles the man with the psychological plan has.  I hate this feeling of dormant bliss, I don't want to smile, I don't want to ( Read more... )

A real one....not where that's medically necessary but one where I can enjoy myself and truely relax.  This grown up shit is just too much, I realize it inevitable but I can I postpone it for just a little while longer??  Franky  told me about his trip to the beach and I just read his blog and it just sounds so freeing.  I haven't been to the beach ( Read more... )