just don't let me die in this town

ah, looking at my reflection in the bottom of the pitcher I'm drinking from, what a weird blob of color. I wanna get out of here. soon. This is kinda the feeling I was afraid of, but not. I'm hurt, but I know its my own fault and I know greater things are there, so I don't mind. I am cursed to be that Lion. Curse my low self esteem, curse my ( Read more... )

The Kraken, the bar in cardiff I go to on tuesdays to shoot pool with my brother. this last tuesday I ran into a kid named Adam something-or-other, he remembered my older brother and asked him about me, I was shooting pool in the corner, he mentioned having been a friend of mine a long time ago, I looked across the table for a while before he came ( Read more... )

kinda sappy, I wish I'd been able to see you today, wish I were at the other shop today, kinda made me sad that I'd missed you but when I saw the pictures I was happy, if even at the same time a bit sadder I'd missed you, I feel like a sap

sometimes I think about faking my death or something like that just to see what people would say about me...

I mean USA,
just got back from mexico visiting some family, had some fun getting out of town, that's always fun for me. guess I havn't much more to say now actually, just thought I'd check in
told my grandpa I'd go back in decemeber

"Need a woman gunna hold my hand, won't tell me no lies, make me a happy man" I love this line

so last night I was talking to Katie (yeah, I';m not sure why), she left me a message on my voice mail tuesday morning saying someone died and she needed to talk. My day had started off too well and was promised to only get better (KJ was gunna come up, and hanging out with her is enough to make ANY day so much better) so I replied that I was not ( Read more... )

Holy shit, I've been playing chess on the computer everynow and then this summer and ony just now did I finally win a game, caught me by surprise

I"ve got images of meandering horses and cows going to the water hole in the evening, little families of pigs scurrying away as I catch them by surprise turning a corner towards them. waking up to roosters in the morning. It's a place I miss, I like going to mexcio to visit my family. I can't wait to go again. Leaving in about a week, only for a ( Read more... )

so, I finally got my tattoo. the appointment was at 2:30 today, at about 2:45 all the little stuff was done and I sat down to actually get inked. about 4 1/2 - 5 hours later (8pm) it was done. very exhausted, very hungry, came back home and ate a bit, then passed out
no pictures yet,
so tired, I'm going to bed