So a few weeks ago I took on a 3rd job, yeah folks, 3 jobs, nutty aint it. It wasn't much for necessity, though the extra income was bound to help. the 2nd job was only giving me like 3 shifts a month. and I had a lot of spare time, I admit, I don't have much a life outside work, I don't mind it though, I like what I do ( Read more... )

so, I went to check out one of the local culinary schools around here. this one's just down the street from me a few blocks, the other one is also walking distance. as it turns out one of the instructors is a regular at the bar I work at, we've exchanged comments in the past, but never really talked much. its been in the back of my head for a few ( Read more... )

aparrently my last post here was june 2007, thats nuts, Im in San Diego for the weekend, my grandmas bday, I leave tomorrow night. I left my cats lone in porltand, I worry, I;m sure they're fine, left them plenty of food and water, I'll be glad to see them again tomorrow night ( Read more... )

Last night I dreamt I was laying in a hospital bed, on my side, doctors were drilling a hole into my lower back and proceeding to inject me with I don't know what from a huge needle, in my dream I was screaming in pain, I dreamt time had passed after the drilling and the whole time I was wishing I'd be graced with the prescence of a particular ( Read more... )

suppressing that strong urge to choke a fucker, resisting the need to quiete a voice.
for some reason, I just got that strong urge for a bit of violence, a touch of pain to overshadow other pains

Let me be your nightmare ( Read more... )

so the other evening found me walking home from the grocery store. eating a great fuji apple, delicious, and just uber happy. it occured to me, I have a job that, though doesn't pay much, I enjoy quite a bit, its a cooking job. I have a lovely little cat, that, given the chance, will claw the hell out of my hands, but he's beautiful, and I live ( Read more... )

its been exactly a month since I quit my last job, I finally got hired at another, thank fucking god. I have been hired at the Oregon Zoo, I'll be firstly working as a kitchen staff member. aparently their goal is to try to train as many of their employees to perform in as many various positions as possible, so seeing as I have plenty of cashiering ( Read more... )

so its about 420 in the am, went to the weight room finally after several weeks of not having gone, I'd only been telling myself to go in again the past few days, but I'd been getting lazy, so I finaly went in again, listened to some Johnny cash in there, then some Damned, and figured I'd watch some TV, havn't seen any TV in quite sometime. There ( Read more... )

so I'm going to Vegas this weekend/tomorrow. Going to see a few bands, among them Thee Corsairs. I'm going to shoot a bunch of film, and hang out with my brother, got a new lens today, and a good stock pile of film to add to the stock pile I'd already had. This is the arsenal I' taking with me ( Read more... )