cuando finalmente se acaba todo este pendejada, cuando se acaba mi tiempo de sufrir, llegara la dia que te digo cuanto te quiero, como te he querido, cuanto he sufrido, entenderas finalmente mi amor, entenderas las penas de este tiempo pasado. pero en mis brazos se borra todo ese dolor y te cantare un cancion, y cuando por la primer vez me vez ( Read more... )

for a living, would you rather break your back every day or sell your soul every day for a living?
I get the feeling I'm doing a bit of both

If it were me, I'd shower you with kisses, but its not,
so I sleep in dreams that mock me with a future without you, and I die
I suffer dreams of being yours, and I cry
I wake to a life in which I hold my peace, and I smile
its the cruel dreams I fear, and the sleep, it takes me there

so I finally got a job after about 2 months, today's my first day and I've gotta take the bus, no biggy I'm a public transportation kinda guy but now the sky's went ahead and decided to start Pouring. I gotta do a fare share of walking today to get to work, so damn gunna have to find a few more layers. Course I did my fare share of long walks from ( Read more... )

what compels someone to seek old friends on these things? lately I've been browsing some friends' friends' lists on myspace and noticing some kids I used to know back in highschool and before that. The thought of adding these kids to my friends list has crossed my mind. Then I get to thinking that the idea is stupid. After all, if our relationship ( Read more... )

This feels like a mistake, writing this post ( Read more... )

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nothing like achey knees and a sore back to make a guy feel OLD

I'm sitting hear bursting out in laughter over nothing, its 9:30 in the AM, I woke up yesterday at about 11:30, went to my job interview, came back home and we all got a few things together and headed out for a trip to Seattle, so we went to Seattle yesterday, walked around for a bit, got some food, it was tasty, but could not find anything else ( Read more... )

something I dreamt found me waking this morning with the urge to cry, the feeling of being utterly unloved and useless was kicked up a few notches, not that I hadn't already been feeling this way to begin with. Now to shower and get ready for a job interview.