so I woke up today a little after 5, a good time to shower and be on my way out the door to go to the GWAR show I had my ticket for. I get to the theater, camera bag in hand, 7 rolls of film in bag and I pass through the doors of the RoseLand Theater in Portland, security guys patting me down, like everyone else, and lets me go, but my bag I left ( Read more... )

So I talked to Katie again, wednesday night thursday morning, thursday having been her birthday. It was a long phone call. Somewhere along the duration of the call she began to cry about something, feeling horribly lonely I think and then she turned on me and asked how come I never cry, or have never cried to her knowledge. While I thought about it ( Read more... )

What American accent do you have?
Your Result: The Midland

"You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illinois, and Missouri) but then for all we know you could be from Florida or Charleston or one of those big ( Read more... )

its been a while since I've added anything. I'm in Beaverton OR, have a cat now, aptly named Cat. Its a very cute cat, he likes to steal my seat and try to eat my food, but he's a cute Cat none-the-less ( Read more... )

For what seems like the first time in my life I held a girls hand as we walked side by side and didn't feel a sense of obligation. I used to Hold Katies hand cause she insisted, I thought it awkward, there was always an odd feeling about it. And though I know it meant nothing at the time, I held your hand and it made me happy, the first time I held ( Read more... )

I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I do ( Read more... )

I've always had a problem with speaking my emotions, or not being able to. I meant it when I said you were the best thing that's ever happened to me. I meant it around march when I told you I'd support anychoice you made, but that I hoped you wouldn't mind if I wanted to stay with you, close to you. And it made me feel so great when you got ( Read more... )

so I went looking back through the annals of my LJ in search of something I wrote sometime ago, I havn't found it yet, but I read and was reminded of many good times and bad times ( Read more... )

the following is an entry I just wrote in my physical journal:
"Oh God, I'm drinking cough syrup out of a glass with ice.
Note to self: DON'T EVER DO THAT AGAIN"

of course now I watered it down a bit and put some fresh ice in...
don't ask, I'm not sure what I was thinking

Things I must do before I Die ( Read more... )