This sucks ass...my love has been in jail for four months and still they haven't sentenced her. Really starting to get worried. I am holding on to what strength I have left. I kinda want to do something really stupid like bust her out. It isn't going to happen I know for a fact that I would be too chicken shit to do it. I ly in bed awake every ( Read more... )

I could really use her right now....I want to cuddle and then have the most erotic sex every. I go for a really long time so I like the long enduring foreplay and then down right hard core animalistic sex you can imagine. These pain pills get me all horny as fuck. Tie me to the bed, and have their way with me all blindfolded.

I still love this woman. I told her straight up if she swore by the oath I gave her she was able to come back. But once that oath is broken, it is completely over. I'm not a cold hearted bitch at all....Once I've been done wrong it gets harder to gain trust once again. We shall see what this future holds for us...I have four other girls wanting ( Read more... )

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A couple of weeks ago, I moved out of the apartment me and my fiance were living in. I came back the next weekend to visit her and her mother....we ended up getting into a fight over the phone while I was there waiting for her chatting it up with her mother. And low and behold she has another girlfriend to smack me in the face in front of her ( Read more... )

I don't know if my heart can take anymore of this abuse...I have a gig in November and can't wait to get back to Djing....omg! Music makes me happy, and being in love with someone does to but it sure hurts to love someone and then doesn't get back in return. I would shove the five finger death punch and rip my fucking heart out just to show her ( Read more... )

I just wished that she would be alot nicer to me....I've been jobless and she thinks I'm not doing anything to find work it just is slow. I went to labor ready place so got to wake up in the morning at 4am...and go! I really love her and she always calls me a nothing piece of shit and it really hurts really bad. She cuddles in bed one night and ( Read more... )

I really have been having thoughts run through my head of my fiance running around on me. She admitted to me of doing this with many others she dated. And Joann gets a text from a random person saying I want to feel you inside me??? Come on now. and Joann gives me the phone asking who is this and I'm like I don't know. So I asked whom they were ( Read more... )

Today is the day I had a meltdown once again. The nightmare came back to me this afternoon when I was napping on the couch. The very morning of June 30th came to haunt my mind once again. We made sure that she got to eat, she took a bath and then watched tv before bed. So me and my sis stayed up for a bit till the coughing stop and checked on ( Read more... )

Well tuesday was her final day...I woke up to get ready for work and it was too quiet. I went to check on my mother and found her with a blank stare on her face not responsive. She passed away in the most painful way possible. Now I have the constant nightmares stuck inside my head since the day I found her lifeless in bed tues. I haven't slept ( Read more... )