When I go to sleep at night. I look over at him sleeping. All i can think is how much i love him and how much i want to spend the rest of my life with him. And when i wake up in the mornings it is like there is no better start to my day and i know that is what i want for the rest of my life ( Read more... )

OK....well the thing between me and Adam is pretty much taken care of which is nice. There are still some problems. Those problems aside, our relationship is better than it ever was. We have fun, smile, laugh, and do shit. Lately with the lack of money and everyone working we have not done that much, be we have gone out and done things more that we ( Read more... )

Ok...life has been....well...like life. There have been good parts and bad ( Read more... )

Well....took my damn pre-calc test today. Did my english work. Cleaned up (like i do almost every day.....but i am not complainig), shower was very nice and very needed ( Read more... )

Today held a wonderful suprise for me. What i have been wishing and praying for for a month has come true. We are finally back together and the bottle of Jack has been opened.

I love him so much. Things will keep getting better baby. I promise

When i was at my doctor's and i was talking about the shit that went down right before the appointment he asked a very simple question. "Why are you still doing it ( Read more... )

Jeff said something to me last weekend and most of the time i am like "yeah right. bull shit" but then there are times, like when he is flirting with Sarah online, that i wonder if jeff had something. I feel so hopeful and then when that shit starts i go from happy, to a bit down, to sick. How could you be trying to get back together with someone ( Read more... )

....not been to kickboxing in a while but i am feeling fine. I have an appointment with my doctor tomarrow and i can finally get to the issues i so badly wanted to get to last week....but i ended up missing my session. He is really amazing and helpful. Whenever i say something that is retarded he always calls me on it and forces me to think ( Read more... )

It is weird. But i just realized that when i am on a low, i am at about the same level i used to be at when i was on a high. Weird having your old good point be your new low point. This does mean that my lows are not as bad as they used to be, and that i am human and have lows. there have been times that i dont think my heart can endure this ( Read more... )

Well.....the NIN concert was amazing. It was much better than the one in DC. The tickets were better, Trent was better, and the company was amazing. It was so much fun and we were so wiped afterwards ( Read more... )