"You get one life, and whatever you do with it, and whatever is done to you, you've got to face that. You can't pretend it didn't happen." ~murder by numbers ( Read more... )

if i ever wavered in my hope and faith, i never will again.

I love you baby. And i know that things will all work out.

....feels so good. It sucks being sick right now, but other than that i have never felt better. I can be me, i do not have those old chains holding me down anymore ( Read more... )

Alright. Lets see. I am doing good. My head is screwed on right. I am dealing with my problems one at a time. And while that may take me longer, i can give the approperate amount of attention to the problems and make sure they are taken care of. Sick so i am kinda feeling like blah. And while me head is on right, it is also confused. I dont want to ( Read more... )

I was taking out my guitar to play (did some chords and notes for a while) and i found my old notebook full of my old poems. I was such a depressing yet hopeful person. I even found the first song i ever wrote. It was weird. That song seems more relevant now than when i wrote it, same with my hopeful, nondepressing poem. crazy ( Read more... )

....i was at a funneral this weekend for an amazing person. He was 18 years old when he died and was a friend to everyone that knew him. Over 800 people showed up for his funneral. And this made me think. About who we was and about life ( Read more... )

I had no clue what to do. I was so lost and confused and scared. You stood by me no matter how much i pushed you away. I will be forever grateful for what you did for me ( Read more... )

Silly songs that describe how i feel through most of the song. Ex: Almost doesnt count, Have You ever, Scars, I knew I loved You, Truly Madly Deeply

What the fuck is going on?!?!

So fucking confused...

Life has been confusing, complicated, and blah ( Read more... )

Just when i start to get better, life decides to throw some shit my way. At first i was like, "WTF! do you not want me to get better?" But now i know that they want me to get stronger as i get better.

I know i will come out on top, no matter what they throw at me