Aaron, we will all miss you so much. You were such a wonderful person and i will never forget you. You will always have a special place in my heart. I know you are in a better place but you will be missed greatly.

....there were walls. To keep my from what i feared. To "protect" me. I have smashed down those walls and what was being kept away is nothing. It is not scary at all. I do not know if it is because i am facing true fear now, or if i am just stronger. Right now there is only one thing that scares me...losing him forever. Everything else is a breeze ( Read more... )

Moje serca największe życzenie jest jest razem znowu. nigdy będę oddawać nadzieję na naszym związku. Co butelka Gniazda Przez łóżko będzie pozostawać zamykany przed to życzenie przybywa prawda. poznaję my jesteśmy zakładani jest. Całe was zapotrzebowanie jest mieć wiara ( Read more... )

I used to listen to this song but the lyrics never really touched me until now. It is a corny song i guess. But when i was listening to it, it reached into my heart. The song is "Angel of Mine ( Read more... )

Well. we talked, actually i talked and he listened. I got to say what i needed to say, the ball is in his court. I know what i want but i will not force him into something he does not want. yes, i pray that he takes me back, i pray that this is not the end. we hung out, i fucked up and we had sex but i will not kiss him or anything unless he wants ( Read more... )

For so long i depended on someone else to make me happy, to keep me together. I am stronger than that and i always have been, my eyes just had to be opened. Now it is up to me to make me better, keep me going. And i am. I feel happier than i have been in a while. It is not because i have given up hope. Actually i have never had this much faith ( Read more... )

Well....today i had my first session with my psychologist (Alan). I really like him and i think he can help me help myself a lot. And i had my frist lession at Prodigy. I am taking kickboxing (which i can use to defend myself), JKD Unlimited (where i learn how to fight off multiple attackers even if they have weapons), and Submissive Grappling ( ( Read more... )

I know i dont deserve a second chance. And i know you have no reason to trust me except my word and i have broken it before. But i am changing. I am doing what i can to get better. And for the first time i am not doing it for anyone else but me. I know it will work this time because my goal is to make me better for ME. Please. All i need is a ( Read more... )

Now begins the worst v-day in history for me. And i have nobody to blame but myself. for what ever it is worth I love you and i hope you have a nice v-day

I'm not a perfect person ( Read more... )