New Years was awful I held some dumbasses head over the toilet for 2 hours and was miserable the whole time I wish I would have just Left when I fist Go left in a room with a bunch of strangers.Altough everyone but him was conserned with me and wanted me to cheer up. wasnt allowed to play beer pong :(

WIll you be there to hold my hand when I cry ? will you be there when all I want to do is die? Will you try to save me from all my fears? will you let go and throw me to the wind and shead no tears? What will you do

ANd tell YOu fuckers That I have NEVER felt so good in my life. MY christmas fuckin sucks without my dad but I will Move on and be happy. SO Hello To all my friends I have Cast Aside.

At 4:15 we found my father dead just so anyone who knows me knows. bye

I WANT YOU TO FEEL MY GODDAMN PAIN I WANT YOU TO BLEED LIKE ME I WANT YOU TO BE SCARED TO WAKE UP I WANT YOU TO BE WRAPPED UP IN DEATH.

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Im erasing yo out of me life you were a mistake and now that is very clear you are a bitch you cant deny your love for me i see it in your eyes but you are forgetting me and i was doing good tilli saw you the other day yes i love you but you are dead to me b/c you want it that way. dont sit here and bitch and moan bout noone being there for you ( Read more... )

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So today i went to community service ,got my hair done and my nails so hells yeah.My friends is paying for my $111.68 phone bill hell yeah i just gotta clean his room which is sooooo small so its fast money.My girlfriend is staying all weekend with me after she gets off work im so happy and her bdays coming up BIG 22 haha.i wanna get fucked up now ( Read more... )

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