When you read this it will be too late i will have suffered too long i will be nothing but the dust in the wind. I love the way you say you will be there an dthen i find out different i cant say i so much care anymore i learned from you that people lie and people hurt you and people dont clue you in on whats going on. I also learned that you are a ( Read more... )

oh yes when im dead i will not be going threw your bullshit anymore. you see i love you you see i care and you just act like i was nothing to you why would you do something like that you know i would do anything for you but maybe it doesnt matter. When i die i hope you fuckin cry i hope you realize what you had you were the best i ever had.

Can't you see? Don't you care
I want to die?
Don't you listen? Can't you hear
My silent cry?
Won't you turn? Can't you hold
Me to your heart?
Are you afraid of what might follow
Once you start?
Would you rather not believe
I'm in such pain
That all your sense and good advice
Must be in vain?
Would you rather tell yourself
I'll be OK,
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Today is my first day off this week and my only day off this week. Im so tired really. and im also tired of all the bullshit comments from everyone to everyone goddamn let everyone be alone for fucks sake if you dont like what someone has to say shut up dont try to post  something to upset or destroy them. there is one woman whom i cant stand who ( Read more... )

Have you ever wondered why you cry? or why you cant sleep anymore?Do you take time to notice people around you. Have you ever been in a room full of people and wonder what they are feeling.... What makes them happy or sad. I see alot of things in this world that are wrong and i want to fix them but i dont have that much power nor energy.I want to ( Read more... )

Do you know how it feels to loose something you care so much about or to loose someone you knew was going to make your life worth living. Do you know that when i get sad i cut myself or when im upset i do cry myself to sleep. Do you know that I am a human being and i put up a huge front just like you . Do you know that i lay awake at night wishing ( Read more... )

Tell me you will be there no excuses tell me you love me now and forever tell me its just a matter of time before you realize that im not what i seem to be tel me you see the true me tell me that you look at me as a person as someone who has goals and potential. I love the way you make me smile i love the way you look at me i Love when  I hear your ( Read more... )

I realize that everyone at some point is going to be fucked,get fucked or just not give a fuck! Some people think that life is fine, great and love to be alive but then some such as myself realize that its evil,corrupt and juat wait to die. I dont understand why there are two types of people but there are and i like it that way actually. If ( Read more... )

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Its amazing how you think people have your back until something bad happens then noone is anywhere to be found. i think with all this shit im going threw sometimes it would be good to end all the pain and die..... dont tell me that sounds stupid because deep down everyone has felt that way so fuck off. i also think that i let people in my life too ( Read more... )