I cant really find the words to say right now i just need to write and talk about what im feeling... this feeling is of complete hopless worthless and sorrow is filling my heart so fast i feel like im fixing to rupture. I just found out my dads test result he will no longer under go treatment he is now in fact dying of cancer it is over taking his ( Read more... )

When things get bad you always find a way to make me feel worse. I was found last night laying in the floor at jays not moving and in so much pain i couldnt move  only cry. I have never felt pain like this ever. I dont knwo what it was i dont know why it still hurts a lil but jay was so scared and my cheeto just laied by my head. I went to the ( Read more... )

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I'm Loosing my damn mind i cant stop thinking of how bad it hurt when you said you were leaving... you are the best friend i depend on you are the only girl i can talk to you are so special and leaving so soon. I didnt even see it coming it was so damn fast.I tried hard and didnt cry in front of you.Its ok thought I will be tough I will get through ( Read more... )

If i were drowning would you stand back and watch or help me??? Cause everyone right is is watching like I'm some goddamn puppet

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I got arrested at 7:05 last night and did not get out of that hell hoel till 1:30 how can anyone be so goddamn stupid to end up there i should kill myself now my parents dont want me.

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Nothing I do seems good enough for you and I can't let you do this to me. I've held my tongue but push has come to a shove. You are too hard to please. Well here, I stand before you. Please tell me what you think of me. I am not a saint. No sacrafice can make me holy and I cannot live for you

BOOBIES sorry i havent updated in a while ive been ( Read more... )