Well, it seems I am taking a vacation from work and just hanging alone at my house. Everything has fallen apart this year. I am pretty down, and really bored... I am actually considering just going back to work. I am pretty angry at how everything went down... I feel its just not something you do to break plans just days before they are supposed to ( Read more... )

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DONT TALK TO ME ( Read more... )

I need to say one more thing. I want everyone to know that I am extemely short tempered right now. I am as stressed out as I could be. Please, I beg of everyone, dont cause more drama with me until this is over. Then do anything you want. I need to handle one thing at a time right now. I have already said things to people I regret. I have already ( Read more... )

So I am on vacation from work. It is by far the strangest vacation I have gone on. It is nice to see all the people I have seen ( Read more... )

How many times can a heart be broken? How many times can one heart take it? Especially from the same person over and over. I noticed recently that I am starting to become the old me... All business, no play... I am always serious, I want things done now, I dont put up with people very much at all... I am starting to loathe everyone. I hate feeling ( Read more... )

I cant believe all this shit... By trying to keep a promise, and stop a lot of drama... I have become a liar, and a betrayer... I cant deny it... And I dont know how breaking the promise would be any better ( Read more... )

I dont know, yesterday sukd. I finally gave away the last Tinkerbell thingy I had bought for Laura. I got it right before we stopped talking. It is finally gone. I dont know how to feel about that. All memories of her are packed away... Laura Clark is no longer any part of my life... I never thought I would say that. I miss her ( Read more... )

Bah!!! I am slowly starting to hate girls... Not that I am ready to really date guys... But just the complications are so killing me... I hope things start to get better in that area... Well, they kinda are... But meh... So many things... Natalie & Sareena both told me last weekend that they dont love me as more then friends... I am OK with that ( Read more... )

As I drove down sunset ( Read more... )