I am back in Jay and loving it. I am looking forward to going home. I just got a message from Alex saying that she is washing her hands of me ans that I am a liar, I hate her now to the point of no return. She also said that I lied about being clean which is shit. I may have a couple drinks here and there, but she has no right to say anything I am ( Read more... )

more and more everyday. I have no boyfriend and quite frankly don't want one I want to be on my own for a while. There again I am happy being me and school is so much closer now and I am scared. I need a place to live to call home. go figure. I need help. i will write later.

Well ok here is the way life is as of right now. I am starting back to school on September 5th and I am scared again. I am sticking with it cause I have no choice right now. My father s going in for his operation tomorrow on his knee. It is a major one where it will take up to eight hours its a total replacement. My car is still messed up, and i ( Read more... )

I am supose to move into an appartment with a friend of mine ut I can't do it. I am not like her at all we have different friends and habits and we would never be able to get along. I just need my own place. I am so lost. I want to be happy in life but things just seem to keep going downhill. I found old pictures that reminded me of better times ( Read more... )

I am one step closer to the best appartment I have ever seen and I am moving in with my best female friend from high school whom I am in the same college as, Alex Anthony. I have been at Front Street Ttavern at least three times a week, being single sux but hey I am living with it. Some friends have been setting me up on blind dates but so far ( Read more... )

I am done moving for a while I hope. I am living in Chesterville with a guy that I hope will treat me right, He is doing just fine as it is. I am happy that is all that matters.

I am still single and loving it to a point. I found that Herb may never get over Katie Bubar and I understand him now cause and only cause I don't care. Someday I will find someone somewhere that won't treat me like shit. Ok enough bitching... No one ever leaves me comments anymore...I miss all my old friends from that lovely house in Wilton... ( Read more... )

I live and I shall someday die, but I may never find my place in this cruel world. Love don't come easy and I am lost in that department. I miss being held and I miss being sane. I left my fiance and am so depressed I found my ring and I thought of him. I miss him. I just don't know if I made the right decisions leading up to this. God help me

Looking to get into the rock business pretty hard. I am in a mood tonight cause everytime I get interested in men they are the wrong ones. I will find Mr. Right at some point but when I don't know.

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