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secrets
i picked a word for this 2010. its communication. i am goint to focus on communication and not bury my feelings, secrets or fears anymore ( Read more... ) -
on strike
so my body is on strike. it seems that since the dr put me on time out from the fert drugs ths cycle i didnt ovulate at all. so here i set CD45 with nothing. so, must do the provera to jump start my period and then right back on the drugs ( Read more... ) -
my manifesto
so, i am feeling...feelings.....a lot of them. the drugs usually numb me to them and so when they crop up again i get surprised and fall into a depression. maybe my mental illness is worse than i thought. i guess i have never been to a real shrink...maybe i just need more drugs, or less drugs. maybe the numbness makes the depression worse ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: My Ideal Life Ten Years from Now…
living with my husband, gaggle of children and a menagerie of animals on our organic subsistance farm out in the middle of nowhere. -
Writer's Block: Childhood Firsts
boobie.
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Writer's Block: Last Meal
its a toss up.
tacos or spaghetti... -
Writer's Block: Regrets Only
my dog TOTALLY knows when she is bad. shes a kleenex eater.. -
Writer's Block: Significant Change
the answer is yes i became a bible reading, church going prude. that lasted about 3 months then i went to europe and made out with all the friends for while. needless to say we broke up when i got back. never again. i have changed for dave. but in a not spendign on pot instead of paying the rent kinda way. so a good way. not a being untrue to ( Read more... ) -
Who the fuck does that!
So, i have this friend that ihave had since college. When we were in college she started dating this guy that ididnt like then cause he was really rude to her and so judgemental and uncaring. And, of course she married him and i was just like i cant run her life whatever. So, a big thing in their marriage has been that she is a former weed head ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Beautiful Vistas
when i was 16 the morning i left europe, i woke up early and watched the sun come up over the alps while drinking hot cocoa...awesome.