So, my time here is almost over. I know for a fact that 33 days will fly bye. Next weekend sunday: My birthday. Still don't know what I am going to do. Maybe something with the chirch kids, since I'll see them sunday morning they might want to do something that night. Maybe the classmates will come over, but I doubt it ( Read more... )

It would appear that german is starting to stick (gee, that only took 2 fucking months), or maybe everybody is just dumbing things down for me. It seems that I can understand more when I don't listen to music, odd correlation, wondering if they're related ( Read more... )

Introspection ( Read more... )

This is sort of like my own little private hiding place, as blogs go. Somebody reads myspace that I don't want to see this, just because I don't want to make things any worse for her ( Read more... )

I hate being the person I am sometimes. Now is one of those times. I always said that I just wanted her to be happy, and I should have known that she would have just gone and found someone else. Hell, I should have known that she would have wound up with him ( Read more... )

1. Do you still talk to the person you first kissed ( Read more... )

I am so fucking sick of feeling like this. Every time I think I am better, I feel sad agian. This summer has not been the way I wanted, almost anything would be better than this. I finally get over what started the summer off as shity, then I fall for someone else ( Read more... )

God damn it, I've been feeling rather randy all day. I feel like I need to make a booty call, but not only do I have no one to call, I have no desire to actually go through with such an act. I do not need this, stupid sex drive.

I think that in the last two weeks I have passed up more intaresting opportunities to go have fun with members of the opposite sex than I have had in the last two years. Honestly, It is like chicks just suddenly realised that I'm not only a non goon, but passably good looking. Maybe I should start believing their visciouse rumors about my ( Read more... )

well, I've been worrying myself today. Had some rather unsettling thoughts a while ago that left me wondering if I should be allowed to be a part of society at large. The only reason I am posting this here instead of myspace right now is because I found a loophole in the internet filter at work that lets me get on livejournal through my email, but ( Read more... )